Profil ccngilbert: College life

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Ich würde mich selbst beschreiben als I came to a realization that I seem to be this super strong independent individual to people who don't really know me. Just because I can come up with a few arguments to win a discussion. I guess it's also because I'm kind of relatively hard headed and people instinctively get intimidated by me before they actually start liking me.
The truth is underneath all that I'm kind of smaller than a crumb of bread, I don't really think highly of myself and I'm pretty much scared of my own shadow. As much as I like being alone and spending time with myself, much due to the fact that I'm a sarcastic individual, I cannot live too long without having someone to lean on.
What I'm trying to say is superficial relationships are not a field of my interest. I've been through those million times before and I see no point in having someone just for money or just for drinking coffee with or just for going out with or whatnot. I can do all those things by myself. The real relationship for me starts when you realize you can have a decent conversation with a person, when you see that the person understands you and feels you in more ways than one, when you realize you'll always have their back cause they were there for you when you needed them most and likewise.
And that's what scares the hell out of people when they get to know me. When they realize that no, I will not be "your friend" just because I have money or just because you can show me around or just because I'm convenient to have cause I live a block away.
It's sad to realize that when I stop being convenient, when I go back to School, people mostly forget about me. That hurts beyond belief, especially because I do not forget about them and I spend time missing them while they are looking for a new convenient friend to have.
People come and go; no one ever stays, right? it's hard for me to believe that because I'm the one who stays, through thick and thin and I don't think it's rude of me to expect that from other people because why would I be the one giving more and not receiving back even half of what I give?
I don't care if you want to call yourself my friend, girlfriend, wife or partner in crime, I will stick by your side. Maybe because I selfishly need you to do the same, I don't know for sure but what I do know is that there are never any strings attached, I do it because I care. And what do I get in return? My conscience telling me I seem to be doing fine by myself! While they are selfishly draining everything I have to give! Ouch people, just ouch
My best friends mom (bless her) said I must be brave for living in Montana without actually having anyone there. I laughed at that because I don't see it as a big deal, thousands of people do the same but she has a point. It takes balls to do that in a way.
But again, I seem to be doing just fine. Indeed
and if not, I'll find a way to be doing fine because if I don't I'd drive myself crazy, the world kind of forces you to be fine by yourself. No one feels like working on a relationship or trying any more, people are growing rapidly apart. Why?
Because we have so much more options today to choose from. the type of school, the subculture to be a part of, the clothes we're going to buy, the job we're going to take, the kind of character we like to see in other people, the kind of coffee we like to drink, the kind of cup we lik
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Mein Körpertyp ist Fit
Meine Größe ist 5' 10 (1.78 m)
Meine Augen sind Blau
Meine Herkunft ist Kaukasisch
Mein Familienstand ist Single
Ich habe Kinder Nein
Ich möchte Kinder Nicht sicher
Meine beste Eigenschaft ist Lachen
Körperkunst Andere, Sichtbare Tattoos
Mein Haar ist Blond
Ich habe ein oder mehrere folgende Haustiere Keine Haustiere
Bereit umzuziehen Ja

Status Was machst du?

Mein Ausbildungsgrad ist Teilweise Hochschule
Mein derzeitiges Dienstverhältnis ist Arbeitslos
Meine Spezialität ist Student
Mein Job-Titel ist Self Employed
Ich verdiene im Jahr so viel Unter $100,000USD/Jahr
Ich lebe Alleine
Zuhause Freunde kommen gelegentlich vorbei
Ich bin Raucher Ja - Versuche aufzuhören
Ich trinke Ja - Sozial

Persönlichkeit Wie gibst du dich? Was ist dein Geschmack?

In der Hauptschule war ich Klassenclown
Mein soziales Verhalten ist Schüchtern, Freundlich, Comedian, Flirtwillig
Meine Interessen und Hobbys sind Musik, Internet, Clubbing / Ausgehen, Fotografie, Reisen, Autos, Spielen, Computer, Shopping
Meine Vorstellung einer tollen Zeit ist Party machen, Shoppen gehen, Daheim bleiben, Versuche neue Dinge, Schlafen, Clubbing / Bars, In ein Konzert gehen
Ein ideales erstes Date wäre Nothing original, surprise me (;
Ich wollte immer schon versuchen Sky Diving
Meine Freunde beschreiben mich als Freundlich, Störenfried, Jemand, der sie sein wollen, Albern, Ein Flirt

Ansichten Ansichten übers Leben.

Meine Religion ist Spirituell aber nicht religiös
Ich besuche Gottesdienste Nie
Mein Ziel im Leben ist To move to Paris
Mein Art Humor ist Clever, Trocken / Sarkastisch, Freundlich, Albern, Mysteriös, Sadistisch

Geschmack Was magst du?

Im Fernsehen sehe ich mir Folgendes gerne an Ich habe keinen Fernseher
Wenn ich ins Kino gehe, sehe ich immer Action, Comedy, Horror, Thriller
Wenn ich mir Musik anhöre, höre ich immer Rap, Metal, Electronic, Ich bin ein Musiker, Punk
Wenn ich lese, lese ich immer Ich mag lesen nicht
Meine Vorstellung von Spaß ist Friday Night out with the guys

Suche nach Wonach suchst du, wenn du an deinen Seelenverwandten denkst?

Was findest du attraktiv? Intelligenz, Gutes Aussehen, Humor, Tolle Fähigkeiten, Einfühlungsvermögen, Sensibilität, Kühnheit, Geld, Kraft, Flirtwillig, Esprit, Nachdenklich
Wonach suchst du? Great Personality
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