Profil ccngilbert: College life

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Jeg beskriver mig selv som I came to a realization that I seem to be this super strong independent individual to people who don't really know me. Just because I can come up with a few arguments to win a discussion. I guess it's also because I'm kind of relatively hard headed and people instinctively get intimidated by me before they actually start liking me.
The truth is underneath all that I'm kind of smaller than a crumb of bread, I don't really think highly of myself and I'm pretty much scared of my own shadow. As much as I like being alone and spending time with myself, much due to the fact that I'm a sarcastic individual, I cannot live too long without having someone to lean on.
What I'm trying to say is superficial relationships are not a field of my interest. I've been through those million times before and I see no point in having someone just for money or just for drinking coffee with or just for going out with or whatnot. I can do all those things by myself. The real relationship for me starts when you realize you can have a decent conversation with a person, when you see that the person understands you and feels you in more ways than one, when you realize you'll always have their back cause they were there for you when you needed them most and likewise.
And that's what scares the hell out of people when they get to know me. When they realize that no, I will not be "your friend" just because I have money or just because you can show me around or just because I'm convenient to have cause I live a block away.
It's sad to realize that when I stop being convenient, when I go back to School, people mostly forget about me. That hurts beyond belief, especially because I do not forget about them and I spend time missing them while they are looking for a new convenient friend to have.
People come and go; no one ever stays, right? it's hard for me to believe that because I'm the one who stays, through thick and thin and I don't think it's rude of me to expect that from other people because why would I be the one giving more and not receiving back even half of what I give?
I don't care if you want to call yourself my friend, girlfriend, wife or partner in crime, I will stick by your side. Maybe because I selfishly need you to do the same, I don't know for sure but what I do know is that there are never any strings attached, I do it because I care. And what do I get in return? My conscience telling me I seem to be doing fine by myself! While they are selfishly draining everything I have to give! Ouch people, just ouch
My best friends mom (bless her) said I must be brave for living in Montana without actually having anyone there. I laughed at that because I don't see it as a big deal, thousands of people do the same but she has a point. It takes balls to do that in a way.
But again, I seem to be doing just fine. Indeed
and if not, I'll find a way to be doing fine because if I don't I'd drive myself crazy, the world kind of forces you to be fine by yourself. No one feels like working on a relationship or trying any more, people are growing rapidly apart. Why?
Because we have so much more options today to choose from. the type of school, the subculture to be a part of, the clothes we're going to buy, the job we're going to take, the kind of character we like to see in other people, the kind of coffee we like to drink, the kind of cup we lik
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Min kropstype er Veltrænet
Min højde er 178 cm
Mine øjne er Blå
Min etnicitet er Kaukasisk
Min civilstand er Single
Jeg har børn Nej
Jeg vil have børn Ikke sikker
Mit bedste karaktertræk er Smil
Kropsudsmykning Andet, Synlig tatovering
Mit hår er Blond
Jeg har en eller flere af disse Ingen kæledyr
Villig til at flytte Ja

Status Hvad laver du?

Mit uddannelsesniveau er Lidt af universitetet
Min nuværende ansættelsesstatus er Arbejdsløs
Mit speciale er Studerende
Min jobtitel er Self Employed
Jeg tjener så meget på et år Under $100.000USD om året
Jeg bor Alene
Hjemme Venner kommer forbi en gang i mellem
Jeg er ryger Ja - prøver at stoppe
Jeg drikker Ja - til fester

Personlighed Hvordan handler du? Hvilken smag har du?

I gymnasiet var jeg Klassens klovn
Min sociale opførsel er Genert, Venlig, Komisk, Flirtende
Mine interesser og hobbier er Musik, Internet, Gå på diskotek / barer, Fotografering, Rejser, Biler, Gambling, Computer, Shopping
Min idé om at have det sjovt er Feste, Shoppe, Være hjemme, Prøve noget nyt, Sove, Diskotek / barer, Tage til koncert
En ideel første date ville være Nothing original, surprise me (;
Jeg har altid villet prøve Sky Diving
Mine venner beskriver mig som Venlig, Ballademager, En andre gerne vil være, Fjollet, En flirt

Synspunkter Syn på livet.

Min religion er Spirituel, men ikke religiøs
Jeg deltager i tjenester Aldrig
Mit mål i livet er To move to Paris
Min form for humor er Snu, Tør / sarkastisk, Venlig, Fjollet, Obskur, Sadistisk

Smag Hvad kan du lide?

I tv ser jeg altid Jeg bryder mig ikke om tv
Når jeg går i biografen ser jeg altid en Handling, Comedy, Gys, Thriller
Når jeg hører musik, lytter jeg altid til Rap, Metal, Elektronisk, Jeg er musiker, Punk
Når jeg læser, læser jeg altid Jeg bryder mig ikke om at læse
Min forestilling om hvad der er sjovt er Friday Night out with the guys

Leder efter Hvad søger du?

Hvad finder du attraktivt? Intelligens, Flot udseende, Humor, Dygtighed, Empati, Følsomhed, Skaldethed, Penge, Magt, Flirtende, Morsom, Omtanke
Hvad leder du efter? Great Personality
Hvilken type forhold leder du efter? Dato, Intim, Forpligtet