Profil cantfindlove29: Looking for love in all the wrong places

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Jeg taler Engelsk
Jeg beskriver mig selv som (I'm A Fool) I'm a fool. I expect too much, then I am angry because nothing ever works out the way I want. When I was young and full of hopes and aspirations, I didn't know I would get hurt so often. I think I'll get tough and won't ache again, then my fragile shell shatters, and again, symbolically, my blood is spilled with the tears I shed. I pull myself back together again, go on, convince myself there is a reason for everything, and at some point in my life it will be disclosed. And when I have what I want, I hope it stays long enough to let me know I have it, And I won't hurt when it goes, for I don't expect it to stay, not now. I am like a doughnut, always being punched out in the middle, And constantly I go around searching for the missing piece, And on and on it goes, Never ending, only beginning...
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Min kropstype er Atletisk
Min højde er 175 cm
Mine øjne er Grøn
Min etnicitet er Kaukasisk
Min civilstand er Aldrig gift
Jeg har børn Ja - ikke hjemme
Jeg vil have børn Ikke sikker
Mit bedste karaktertræk er Læber
Kropsudsmykning Hemmelige piercinger
Mit hår er Andet
Jeg har en eller flere af disse Ingen kæledyr

Status Hvad laver du?

Mit uddannelsesniveau er Lidt af universitetet
Min nuværende ansættelsesstatus er Fuldtid
Mit speciale er Andet
Min jobtitel er HVAC
Jeg tjener så meget på et år Under $100.000USD om året
Jeg bor Med værelseskammerat(er)
Hjemme Nogle gange er det vildt
Jeg er ryger Nej
Jeg drikker Ja - til fester

Personlighed Hvordan handler du? Hvilken smag har du?

I gymnasiet var jeg Stille type
Min sociale opførsel er Reserveret, Genert, Observerende, Venlig
Mine interesser og hobbier er Kunst og håndværk, Læsning, Læring, Musik, Film, Internet, Spil, Gå på diskotek / barer, Familie, Spise til middag, Fotografering, Teater, Rejser, Havearbejde, Biler, Camping, Fisk / jagt, Kortspil, Computer
Min idé om at have det sjovt er Være sammen med venner, Shoppe, Være hjemme, Prøve noget nyt, I biografen, Afslappende, Sove, Diskotek / barer, Læse en bog, Gå på casino, Tv, Tage til koncert, Gå på museum
En ideel første date ville være Depends on who I'm with and where.
Jeg har altid villet prøve (The Paradox Of Love!) To be alone and without love can cause one to feel singular in a world of billions. The feeling of being entirely alone has no equal. Even being in the company of all the friends you've ever known, does not lift this vortex of feelings. Soon you begin to feel as if you're being punished for some galactic crime. Can there be a crime so vast that one's soul should go through such torture? Or is it only what some would call a learning experience? But by a flip of the coin I see it from the other side. To have love and all that comes with it, can be just as troublesome. The fights, the jealousy and the pain. I've known friends to cry for days over things I think trivial. But sometimes I would sell my soul for what they have. Then other times I would not take the gift of love for all the money in the world. I stand here, as do many looking through a world size bail of hay for the needle of love. Will I ever find the needle, will you? Sometimes I ask myself, why am
Mine venner beskriver mig som Venlig

Synspunkter Syn på livet.

Min religion er Ikke religiøs
Jeg deltager i tjenester Aldrig
Min form for humor er Venlig

Smag Hvad kan du lide?

I tv ser jeg altid Nyheder, Tegnefilm, Dokumentarer, Dramaer, Sitcoms, Gør-det-selv, Film, Sport, Genudsendelser
Når jeg går i biografen ser jeg altid en Handling, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romantik, Drama, Dokumentar, Familie, Animation, Gys, Thriller
Når jeg hører musik, lytter jeg altid til Rock, Metal, Pop, Klassisk, New age
Når jeg læser, læser jeg altid Nyheder, Gammelt, Antologi, Selvbiografi, Biografi, Business, Klassisk, Komisk, Computer, Fantasy, Fiktion, Sundhed, Historie, Hus og have, Gys, Humor, Gør-det-selv, Matematik, Musik, Mystik, Natur, Filosofi, Politisk, Opslag, Poesi, Religiøs, Videnskab, Science Fiction, Sport, Teknisk
Min forestilling om hvad der er sjovt er Being aroung the people I care about.

(Wanting To) The lights are slowly diming, My heart is slowly breaking, Sadness is entering my soul, But I'm afraid of being alone. So I stay with the pain and regret, Wanting to be free but not alone, Wanting to be loved but not isolated, Wanting to be held but not smuthered. My problems are getting worse, Tears at night creep down my face, Holding a pillow close to feel loved, Knowing things will just be as they were yesterday. The confusion is so strong, I don't know where I stand in my own life.

Leder efter Hvad søger du?

Hvad finder du attraktivt? Intelligens, Humor, Dygtighed, Skaldethed, Særheder, Spontanitet, Magt, Flirtende, Omtanke
Hvad leder du efter? Only to Be Myself
To be myself is to be . . .
what no one else wants to see.
Feeling what I want to feel,
and doing what I do.
Rejected every single time
I try to do some good.
People come and people go,
and friends aren't friends at all.
They turn their backs or stab at you
to watch you stumble and fall.
Is there no such thing as acceptance . . .
without really fitting in?
Why must I always be the one
whose heart lets everyone win?
Can't a person just be their self,
so no games are involved?
I just want and need to be
a person truly loved.
Hvilken type forhold leder du efter? Ven, Dato, Intim, Forpligtet